Am I trying to force something here out of loneliness, fear I wont find someone, or fear of hurting the other person? The percentage of men who subsequently tested positive also differed: of the 125 MSM who ended up testing from online recruitment, 26% tested positive compared with 9% of the 396 men tested at outreach locations. While fewer men were reached in online spaces, they were in dire need of HIV testing services and linkage to care. Conclusion

The walls of the main heart chambers become thin and stretched and cannot pump blood around the body properly.

Arrhythmogenic cardiomyopathy (ACM)

I will start here, I have to admit, when I first read the synopsis I wasn't feeling the whole switching partners scenario. The reality is that you really can't help who you fall in love with. Once the feelings started to develop Drue was all in, it took Siyanna awhile to get on board. She had a right to feel like she did because it was her twin sister's ex. Drue and Siyanna were practically thrown the same tragic simultaneously. The truth is, it was kind of hard for them to not fall for each other. They became parents of two newborns instantly. Siyanna stepped up for her nephew, she made sure he was breastfed like Dash. She was the mother of both of the boys. She took the role of being a mother seriously, she was super attached. Drue became the provider, protector and father of the boys. He stepped into his role like a proud father would. If you have severe hypertrophic cardiomyopathy, you'll need to see your doctor regularly so your condition can be monitored. Sometimes the heart wants to follow something, but the brain is telling you to go in a different direction. It is a war between your heart and your mind. It is up to you to decide on which side you belong. The mind and the heart are enemies; they can’t aid each other but, often engage in mortal combat.” – Unknown Trust your gut, as people advise. Whether you experience gut as intuition or a physical sense, for many it is a deep knowing that is not necessarily linear or logical. We know something but we dont know why or cant explain how we know. Sometimes the gut saves us and guides us. Sometimes, as when feeling anxiety or depression, it may be hard to differentiate between the guts intuition and anxious thoughts or depressed moods.

When you feel like your heart is telling you to run away and hide, listen to it. But when your brain tells you to do it, just make a list of everything that needs to get done or finished before you leave. And then trust your heart to guide you.We cannot find peace when the mind rages war against the heart, when we fight with our thoughts the pull of our love.” ― Dragos Bratasanu The connection between the heart and mind is complex and multifaceted. While traditionally, the heart has been associated with emotions and the mind with cognition, modern research suggests a bidirectional relationship between the two.